Friday, 28 May 2010

just an ordinary person !

hari ni luang kn masa melayan cite adam maya...rmai yg layan kan je...boring2 x de keje nk wat..layan je r cite ni....mule mcm bosan..tpi oke la ! da lame x bosan chatting r..i got 1 person stranger add me..n its a girl,so i give him a couple of answer...n she's know me very well..from my friend..but i dont know her..i was joking with my answer n she totally answer me a different side..she's look angry n said: "u r so different like i heard from the others..u should be a very good man as i heard n bla23x....",a bit shocked when she's just come a very huge reaction..i ddint mean it..i just joking..but now,i know wut people r thinking about me...when tat girl just say to me im in different side..i was asked her wut she's really know about me..then she tell me everything in emo situation..she's very gud girl n im absolutely cant handle myself from laughing..she's so young,n cant step off from an emo i very bad person if i just give a single question?then i just try to calm her back,i dont blame her..wut i want she's learn not to judge person very soon..if she's calm n think well..she's not throw herself in emotional situation...i think she's period,n i just come n make her angry..haha..wut a shame !

mungkin ada cerita silam aku,yg membuat kan org berkata aku ini dan itu..but im just an ordinary person...suke melawak,dan gila2 siket..dan kalau ada org mengatakan aku baik,bagus dan nampak segala keburukan aku yg diorg x pernah nampak..they can judge wutever they want..n i dont care,tapi jgn la meletakkan agakan yg melampau..mesti bole membezakan perkara negatif dan positif jika menggunakan akal dengan baik..xsmua manusia tu sempurna,but in this life people gain to help each other not to blame.. give a chance,give a hand..n try not to blame...we learn n we know how to face a life !

Monday, 24 May 2010

terima seadanye

tinggal baper bulan je lagi..dah merdeka..plan da setup..tinggal nk jln je...duit sume da settle..harap2 sume lancar,exam pon da abes..xde keje len selain tido..pegi melancong..update je r blog yg da lame tesadai ni..sbelom bejalan..bagi blog ni update dlu..bejalan sambil mencuci mata,da lame tenung buku je..skang buku x de..yg ade..ehem2..aku je taw,haha...esok lusa,masa lapang utk tido dan sampai je 6hb 6 10,xknal sape2..xtaw ape..yg taw..bukak mate dah sampai tempat perlancungan..bye2

Saturday, 15 May 2010

i will regret !

I have been left to think of things past, present and future.

Although i cannot change the past,i can work in the present so that it is not repeated in the future.

I can be humble enough in the present to admit that i have seriously injured people in the past,so that hopefully they can forgive me in the future.

I can forget the past mistakes of others against me and love them both in the present and future.

I can look to the future and pray that the present i am in today is not the past of tomorrow i will regret.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long as I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth,

Then took the other as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim;
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet, knowing how way leads onto way I doubted
if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh,
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Monday, 10 May 2010

provokasi semata

akhirnya..lepas da 2nd last 2 weeks to go,and couple of month should be done for everything..dunno where the next step must to step,everything out of my mind,flight should be book at least 2month before,so the price must be cheap,but im not ready to go..i still want to step heatrow after finish this sem,but im afraid its just a dream..still have a hope,but its fine for me if i cant go...becoming 2 weeks i still havent any gud plan for my life,past 4 years i got a lot of stuff i didnt think i can get,but this time i just sit and not going anywhere,mybe this is chance i just hold myself rest,keep away thinking about anyone else,walking like nothing to worries like and last couple of day,i got a result for my 2nd exam,even i havent chance to get full mark..tats more than enough,i got plenty time to read a lot book,this head like a tin of sardine,keep a lot stuff of reading stuff,and my eyes looks red every single day,a bit funny when anyone saw me and say i should get a rest,my face look tired,but im not in the mood for sleep,i rather keep reading then fail,i dont want my mom just keep remind me about not to fail,again..and again,how shame i am,sometime feels like useless..but this time,no worries about it,i just keep my eyes on my book,tats enough ! may god give me a gud way for pass my final..i just want pass..tats all..thanks god.

once people grow,they lack many stuff to find smething tat they want the most,i dont know how wut i want the most,but this age,im not sure i got a lot stuff and ive study well,and i think im not step inside a trouble,every single i ever met have teach me a different kind of life,even im not sure i just involve in fighting,and do much trouble and mistake,this selfishness in bottom of my heart always caught much trouble,if i can just stand for 1 minute and think before i do,i shouldnt be a troublemaker,but i just ordinary person,i cant keep myself avoid those things,and this life is about a challenge.

how much i care and want the person change,i cant always give a good care,give a good spirit if the person wont change it by himself,there is nothing to do with me,im not good as they think,and the most thing is im not god can change everything,i just can give a step to move forward,if i do a advise many time,i cant change a faith,tats imposibble to me,how hard u feel in this life,took granted for tat,and they got a plenty time to change and how to face a life,step by step teach how to stand,and if i can get involve,i just can give the best step,tats all the best things i can..nothing much,wether life get success whether not,its all about yurself,u deserved wut uve stuff its much pain huh?love how life when we deserved lose everything,but tat stuff give an intro to feel much better in life..tats how love change personal attitude,god knows wut people not good at life,tats call a love punishment...

hari berganti hari..dan aku terus berjalan seperti biasa,senyuman hanya pelengkap hari2 utk lebih gah meniti hari mendatang...kau dan aku,saling bergantungan,ingatkan aku jika ada kesalahan yg aku titipkan dihari2 ku..segalanya pasti berubah..menjadi hari2 indah..